By Cyan
Date: 2002 Apr 18
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Searching

In a crowded room I sit
My eyes go left to right
until they reach their starting point
and I find myself back at square one

I roam grocery store aisles to find a guy
who shares my love of peaches and cream
In my room at night I contemplate whether
it matters. I laugh at how ridiculous I am
I cry at how lonely I've become

Sometimes i stare through my window
I look at the sun or moon
and wonder if you're doing the same
I don't even know who you are
but yet I find myself in love

It's silly. I know
But I can't help it

How old are you I wonder
I suppose it doesn't make any difference
I just wish you would hurry up already

A queen size bed sits in my room and it's
way to big for one person
I have male cologne in my bathroom cabinet
and no one to use it

Sad. I know
But I can't help it

So where ever you are Mister
I just want you to know that I'm waiting
but I won't wait forever

The next cute guy I see I'm asking him out
and if it's not you-too bad

But I have this strange feeling it will be
Afterall, I don't even know you. So how would I know?

It's crazy. I know
I just can't help it