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By Jon Date: 2002 Apr 21 Comment on this Work [[2002.04.21.20.53.5880]] |
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I hope for your ex-boyfriends sake that he does come back to you. I hope that he does change and treats you like you should have been treated...like a princess. I really do hope he realizes that you were his world and I hope you take him back because his love is what seems to be the only thing that can possibly make you happy. For all the songs that remind you of him "Angel" by Amanda Perez, "Aint it Funny" by Ja Rule and Jennifer Lopez, "Foolish" by Ashanti and countless other songs that I have always known were for him...and you always pretended to just like them..I hope he hears the message in each song and comes back to you. My only regret is that I couldn't be what he wasn't to you. I love you. I never thought that those words would be reduced to almost a mere saying, that the power behind those words and the feelings behind them wouldn't have such an impact on you as I hoped it would, but it feels like it has...but I do still love you...probably always will. I'm going to miss you. I'm going to miss you like I miss my childhood...both are full of happy moments...but I can't go back in time and I can't make you love me...but I can miss you. And that's exactly what I'm going to do. I really don't know how to end what I'm writing for you. I kind of don't want to end this, I want to type on forever and maybe this way I can still keep you in my heart and in my life, but I know that eventually I'm going to have to stop writing and eventually I'm going to have to let you go find what you call happiness. I just wanted to write one last thing for you and this is it. I just wanted to say goodbye the same way I told you I loved you...in a poem. Goodbye my Starbucks girl. |