By Jon
Date: 2002 Apr 26
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Happiness

I have always had a deep admiration for those that could honestly say that they would be happy for their lover even if they weren't part of that happiness. I guess I'm selfish, but if I couldn't be the one to bring upon that happiness then happiness would be the last thing I would be feeling. I would always long to be that person that would bring a smile to their face and I would always feel as if there was something terribly wrong with myself because I was unable to fufill that desire or need in their life.

I only hope one day that I can love someone enough to honestly say that I would be happy for them just as long as I knew that they were happy.

till that day....