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By Crystal Date: 2002 Apr 28 Comment on this Work [[2002.04.28.19.13.2776]] |
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I never even saw this coming, it hit me like a slap to the face, you left me again, here alone, crying my eyes out, heart ripping, inch by inch, my soul... still with you, my body yearning for your touch, I don't think I can do this, I am not strong, I cry, when I hurt, I have always called when I needed to hear your voice, I see you are online, and all I want to do is message you to say that I Love you so much, and that I need you. I fucking need you, I need your hand to hold at night, I need you to scare away my bad dreams, I need to wake up to your kisses, I am so very lost without you, and all I can seem to do is break down, fall to my knees and cry uncontrolably, and you... you did this to me... you let me believe you would always be there, you let me believe I would never see this place I am once again, You made me believe you loved me. I would give anything to hear you say ... I love you once more, fucking miserable again, I can barely catch my breath... I can't even wipe away all the tears, Oh my God, all I want is to be with you at this moment, and every fucking moment that follows it. |