By Jon
Date: 2002 May 09
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[[2002.05.09.13.01.32048]]

Just friends

Let me let go of you.

If I knew that kiss would have changed so much between us I would have never kissed you.

I miss you.
I miss my friend. I miss the friend I would run to when no one else would listen. I miss the friend that gave me advice. I miss the friend that knew all of my secrets.

I just want you back. I just want things to be the same again.
But I guess we can never go back to the way it was right? Things will never be the same. We can never look at each other again without thinking of that kiss.

You want to move forward in our relationship. I want to go back to the way it was. We're moving two steps forward and then three steps back, stumbling the whole way.

And no, NO, I don't want to be just friends because I don't think you're pretty or something is terribly wrong with you. I want to stay your friend and only your friend because I love you that much. There is a difference and maybe one day you will see that.

Everything is just so strange now. We used to be able to laugh all night long together, we used to be the best of friends but now you're like a stranger...just another girl I kissed.

I just want my friend back. I miss you.
Please...
Let me let go of you.
So I can begin to let you in again.