By Violet
Date: 2002 May 13
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Offering

Offering
i was sixteen
and i was learning to embrace
tight jeans and plunging necklines
i used mascara and deep red lipstick
by way of suggestion
i saw the way you looked at me
when i swung my hips to the music
and i learned to like it
you taught me to kiss
in the corner of a dark, crowded room
you tasted like beer and cigarettes
it gave me a rush beyond my comprehension
i was only sixteen
when my innocence fell to the floor
in a heap of mangled clothing
your dark shadow traced me
lips, teeth, tongue...
but i never let you fill me in
i was too scared
to give you what i had offered
even after i saw the disappointment shade your face
little girl alone in a dark room
tears where you had been
an outline of an adult
emptiness filling the inside