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By Cyan Date: 2002 May 16 Comment on this Work [[2002.05.16.20.37.11496]] |
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Being your lover isn't enough. I want to become the beat in your heart and the keeper of your soul. Though the strongest and most precious of yourself rest between my thighs in the midnight hour, I need more. I'm aware of other women having possession of your manhood. I cringe when I think of it. Understand. I need to be your only source of gratification. I know I may be asking much, but I need to know if you feel the same. You look at me with that gleam in your eyes and I lose control. I want to know what that gleam means. Confusion takes over me on a daily basis and my mind turn flips. I hope the best and fear the worst. There is no gray area. I won't accept it. You either love me or you don't. Being your lover isn't enough. Don't get me wrong. You're a great lover. You know your way around a woman's body, but I want-no-I need more. You don't have to make a decision just yet. I'll make a deal with you. I've noticed that you have a tendency of holding me after we make love. I've also heard through the grapevine that you usually take off after most of your flings. So after we do our thing tonight and you put me to sleep, if you don't love me, don't hold me. Then I'll know and you'll know that I know. Because when you wake up, I won't be there. I'll just be another lover who wanted more. |