By Jon
Date: 2002 May 29
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[[2002.05.29.09.56.2185]]

one big random thought about a girl

she's everything i would want in a girlfriend if i was wanting one. she's beautiful, that's good of course. she's smart, at least she can keep with me. and she's sweet, at least she'll apperciate all the nice things i would do for her.

and she has a great laugh. i don't know why but the way a girl laughs is very important to me. i guess it's because i like to joke around a lot and if the girl laughs like a horse it's like teacher scratching the chalkboard to me. but yeah she has a great laugh.

only problem is she's seeing someone. now that doesn't necessairly close the door on her, she's just seeing him. they aren't together. so i almost consider pursuing her further. but then i think about the guy.

how would he feel?

i'm sure he already knows all the wonderful things i know about her and maybe even apperciates them even more.

so why ruin that?

im thinking of this in terms of karma. what goes around comes around. so if i let this guy have her then maybe someday when i find someone with who i infatuated with then the next guy will let me have her.

i dont know maybe im just lazy.