By Crystal
Date: 2002 Jun 02
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[[2002.06.02.10.12.20107]]

Wondering

We laugh, talk, love, hold eachother close...
   I wonder who will take my place,
and will she find all the poems I have written you, my pictures, that have been hidden in your closet, in a shoebox.
   And how you will feel once she finds these things that may make you remember me,when she throws them away...
I wonder who will be holding you at night, on the sheets I gave you for Christmas, and will you let her lay her head on my green pillow?  
     How long the pain will last,
when I know of the two of you together,
I wonder if I will call and when she answers whether I will hang up without even asking for you.

If there is ever a moment when she hurts you,
will you remember that I would have never done that.
  I wonder if you will call her by my name, on accident,
and when she says rude things about me, if you will sit there silently listening, stand up for me, or join in adding more details of how I was such a bitch.
   and I wonder...
If we will always be friends like we said, or only if she never finds out.