By Jon
Date: 2002 Jun 17
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[[2002.06.17.01.40.31689]]

almost out

It's late and I'm up again
I blame the summer heat
For my case of insomnia
but deep down
I know it's just me
I'm afraid of falling asleep
And dreaming of you
My dreams are so cruel
In my dreams I have you
In my dreams you are mine
But I wake up too reality
Every morning
and realize that you never called me
and asked for a second chance
you never wrote me that email
detailing the love you still have for me
and your willingness for a second run
every morning
I wake up to the realization
that goodbye is final
and I'll never smell you again
sometimes i want to call you
just to hear your voice
and hang up
but then i realize just how
patheic that really is
sometimes i go out with my friends
and i hope that maybe
we'll be lucky enough to just happen
to run into you and your friends
and i would have the chance to see you again
even if it was followed by ackwardness
i know i've said this before
and i know i've written about fifty poems
about it
but
i miss you
and
im running out of ways
to say it