By Jon
Date: 2002 Jul 03
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[[2002.07.03.00.10.12724]]

I could have

I love her more than I can explain. I'm usually good at explaining myself, I can go on and on for hours about any subject, but when it comes to her I'm lost for words. So, I'm not even going to try to explain it. Just know that I love her more than my feeble little brain is capable of explaining.

I also love another. Well more like loved. But fate is a funny force. Some things just aren't meant to be. No matter how right it may feel. Sometimes you just arrive at the bus station a little too early, you take a nap to wait and you end up missing your bus anyway.

I'm not bitter about it or sad. Not at all.

I've just had a little to drink, and usually I use this new found state of consciousness (or lack thereof) to think things over. And this subject is one of them.

I guess the point isn't whether or not I love her more.

Because I don't.

The point is I know could have...

I could have..