|
By musicalduck Date: 2002 Jul 09 Comment on this Work [[2002.07.09.08.20.5445]] |
|
What happens when you realize you missed out on one of the best things in your life because you were too shallow and selfish and worrying about what other people thought? I hate to admit it, but I did this to you. And I'm sorry because I finally realized that I'm holding myself back because i don't want people to judge me. But no matter what, people will judge and I'll still love you. So what do I do now? Do i tell you how I feel and everything I've thought or do I ignore this feeling. Should I just pretend we've never even met because that's what you're doing, and I'm just playing along. And I told you I'd never force you to talk to me, but right now I wish I could. Right now I'm thinking you hate me. Because of that one night. When I said one too many things. That's why I always hold back because I'm afraid of hurting you. But you just pushed me so far that I let it all out. All of it on you, when none of it was about you, but I made it seem like it was. So do I keep things the way they are or do i tell you how I feel? Either way, in the end it couold all go right or it could all go wrong. |