By Ali
Date: 2002 Jul 09
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Other Means

I look toward the pale,
Worn memory,
And the warmth of the man
Remains somehow,
Though I cannot tell you why.
The mystery reigns supreme,
Because half-truths were always
Easier than honesty
Or lies--
To him,
But not to me.
Believe me when I tell you,
That there were other ways,
Others means,
But now that's just water
Under the bridge,
Made of broken hearts--
He left me no choice.
I breathed quietly,
As one who holds no fear,
But truth be told,
I felt more fear
Than courage,
But learned to hide it well.
Too well, I suppose.
I kiss the stars
Before I sleep,
But lately
When I look at them,
I simply see his face,
But he remains, to me,
Nothing more than
A once-real dream.