By musicalduck
Date: 2002 Jul 15
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[[2002.07.15.06.02.31818]]

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i don't have any words for you except sorry
sorry for leading you on
then pushing you away
and now i dont even think you want to talk to me
but im fine with that
because ive learned to deal
ive learned to be able to not say goodbye
and it doesnt faze me one bit
because ive learned how to keep my feelings in
and not show them to anyone
some say this is bad for you
i dont mind it
if i show people everything im feeling
im showing them my weaknesses
so it's ok we didnt say goodbye
i'm just going to go lay on bed now
and cry and listen to some jimmy eat world
"for me this is heaven"
because you always said that song
reminded you of me
so im going go see
how i fit into this song
and into your world
and see if i could ever truly be a part of it
even though i know we wont be speaking for a long time