By Entropy
Date: 2002 Jul 19
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[[2002.07.19.20.45.4129]]

Im Scared

Im scared to tell you this, but Im scared.
Im scared that by letting go of her that Im letting go of my only chance at happiness. (and yet Im scared that it wasn't really happiness to begin with)
Im scared I won't be able to find someone new. (there are only so many fish in the sea)
Im scared to call you on the phone. (do you realize what it took for me to call you?)
Im scared to talk to you too often. (I don't want to be a pest)
Im scared of what you think of me. (are you just being nice?)
Im scared that you might actually be interested in me. (would you ever hurt me like the others?)
Im scared to let you know how I feel. (it means opening up my heart again)
Im scared Im going to miss my chance with you. (have I already?)
Im scared to ask you. (please help me here)