By Bridget O
Date: 2002 Jul 24
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[[2002.07.24.09.27.1764]]

For You

All I've ever wanted was to be something special for you. To paint for you, sing for you, run, live, die,LOVE for you.

Until now. Up until now you've inspired me to be the best me there is. And all I'm capable of being didn't matter, because I had to be better, for you

I wanted to be the one in your dreams, when you dreamt of love. I wanted to be the one on that level waiting for you. I wanted to tell you that everything will be all right, but I can't anymore, because everything won't be all right. Because I don't love you anymore.

I won't do it.

I won't do it one more time, I wont go through the same exact arguments, the SAME POINTLESS arguments for you

I won't

I can't

All I ever wanted to be what something, someONE special for you, until now.

when I've realized you've never wanted to be anything special

for me.