By Bridget O
Date: 2002 Sep 03
Comment on this Work
[[2002.09.03.16.45.21204]]

Hoping Or Helping

stop saying you hope i get better
until you help me get better
i'm not better
i'm NOT BETTER
understand?
i'm sick
i'm sick
understand?
its not your fault
it's mine
that i did this to myself
that i hurt myself
again.
dont hope it
HELP me if you want to
but don't hope
hopeing is nothign
hoping does nothign
nothign for me.
i'm sick
its a disease
called depression
and its ok
because you didnt cause it.
so please
i want to understnad you
but i need to understnad myself
and i dont
i dont understand.
this isn't working.
so just stop hoping
if your not going to do anythign
to help.