By Crystal
Date: 2002 Sep 18
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Realization

It never seemed to matter,
How much you hurt me,
   Your lies...
   Your words spoken in hatred,
   The way you threw me around...
   Like some damn toy.
It never seemed to matter...
   How many tears I have cried...
   How many times I said "I Love You"
   How many times I said I would not let you do this to me...
It never seemed to matter....
   I still loved you,
   And made excuses for you,
   Even when you could not.
It never seemed to matter...
     Until that moment,
     That cold-hearted moment,
     You denied being with me in front of her,
   Deliberately lying to someone, you have been with 2 weeks,
   Rather hurting the one, you had been with five long years.
Of all the bruises, you have given me,
    This slap in the face is the one that will not heal.