By RainbowChaser
Date: 2002 Sep 22
Comment on this Work
[[2002.09.22.12.08.6217]]

What the fuck

What the fuck?
What are you talking about?
Maybe you should not call me at 4 in the morning without fully explaining whats going on
I am so confused

When you say, I still want to be your friend
I want to ask how are you being a good friend to me now
When you say i still want to maintain contact with you
I want to ask, and how are you doing that now?

When you say, that I am hurting your feelings and driving you away
I say, oh..wasn't I doing that before?
don't even tell me what you think i want to hear
don't criticize me and tell me things that you want, without taking into account what i want

obviously my desires aren't important to you anymore
nor have they ever been
I have no idea what you are referring to
and i would love to understand

when you say that i need to convince you that i am fully past something
if you are referring to you
of course, i am fully past you
you are no longer worth my time

another selfish thing that you must realize
the person that you have allowed to become my friend
well she is going through the same stuff I am
and if i were to drop her like you have..well then who knows what would happen

so don't tell me what to do
don't tell me who to talk to
I only talk to one of your friends, no other
and don't call me at 4 am in the morning

You think that you are making yourself seem bigger and happier, by telling me you don't wanna be with me
don't worry, i don't need that, i am past you
Further than you know, you need to deal with your issues
I'm dealing with mine..and saying goodbye to you, your issues, and your facade