By His Little Fullback
Date: 2002 Sep 26
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If I Could Go Back

The mistakes I've made
The trust that I have lost
The pain that I lived with
Still live with
The thing is
I made those choices
Those foolish decisions
I have lived my life out of fear
The fear of being alone
What was done
All the things I did
I still look back
I wonder where I would be
If I just would have said no
If I just hadn't been so blind
So nieve
I let it all run away
A summer so wonderful
So incredible
The passion of a man
The first man in my life
The first love of my life
Now here we are
Two people sharing a world
Behind a closed door
Those same two people living seperate lives
I don't get it
Just one mistake
Now it just seems to be a lifetime of them
One after another
One more lie
One more lonely night
But what does it matter
The truth is
I am in love with him
And I can't go back
And I can't change things