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By Jon Date: 2002 Oct 02 Comment on this Work [[2002.10.02.07.27.21912]] |
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i can't pretend anymore. it's useless to think i can. everyday i wake up with the same feeling and there is nothing i can do to prevent it. i try and i try but you just have a hold over me. it hurts to pretend that i dont feel it and i know my friends arent as stupid as they act when they see it on my face. not even time is helping me get through it. the days have flown by and so have the months but the feeling still lingers throughout my body and within my heart. your ability to control me like a puppet with strings astounds me. i cant lie to myself and to you anymore so lets not pretend anymore i love you and i know you love me too. thank you for making it feel good to be me. |