By Jon
Date: 2002 Oct 22
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[[2002.10.22.09.39.25464]]

i just want you around

she's getting on my nerves.

we're walking around a mall
holding hands
ya know the usual couple crap

i seem cool on the outside
but on the inside i think im going to explode

a cute, but not beatiful girl passes us by.
i slip in a joke of infidelty.

oh great, now I've done it.

it's a joke, it's a joke, IT'S A JOKE!
cant she take one?
she knew what she was getting into with me...right?
I can't help but be this way...right?

Ugh,
I'm starting to think she's not everything I want
just all I have

maybe i should just end this game right here.
end it right now.
in front of the world.
well...the mall rats at least.
i think i am!

"Listen..." I say...

"Yes baby?" she responds gripping my hand tighter

I smile...

"I love you babe."

"And I you." she says

eh, i'll give it another day.
when i take her home tonight i know i'll begin to miss her.
and i'll long to see her again.

ugh,
i like her better when she's not around.