By Kase
Date: 2002 Dec 16
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Hate disguised as Love

Pent up rage
rears it's ugly head
occassionally.

Anger directed at you
for all the stupid bullshit
you made me believe about myself.

But you know what?
Now I'm just spiteful,
in spite of myself.

I want vengeance
for all the hate crimes
you committed.

"I love you"
were the saddest words
I ever said to you

Because I believed that
those three words
would save you, me, us.

I was wrong,
almost deadly
Wrong.

You put a loaded gun
to my temple
showing your "love"

You almost pulled
the trigger
in that small room.

Sadly, you bastard,
our three year old
was watching you.

You're the only person
that envokes these feelings
of hatred.

I hope you rot in hell,
or at least die
so I can piss on your grave.

You called it love
I called it repression
of any emotion.