By Ali
Date: 2003 Feb 10
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Just a Memory

He's there,
But he isn't--
It's just a memory,
Not quite faded.
His touch still lingers,
His kiss still burns--
But the reality of them
Has long since been past.
I don't like seeing ghosts,
But I see them sometimes,
Haunting me from the eyes
Of a passerby--I haven't felt safe
For a long time, now.  I won't
Trust anyone who wears your smile,
Because I know that game already,
And yet, even though I know better,
Sometimes I'll still give in, let loose,
And play--just for old time's sake--
And to the detriment of self.
I know that he isn't you, but
Part of me wants him to be--
Though I can't say just why.
It is a fool who hopes for the past
To be revisited, broken hearts,
Broken wings and all--
Ah, yes, it's just a memory,
And yet, it is so much more
Than you can understand.