By His Little Fullback
Date: 2003 Feb 13
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[[2003.02.13.06.10.19499]]

An Apology

You lay there
So close and so far away
I could touch you
But would you feel me

I can't talk
I have nothing to say
You are right
I am sorry
Will you ever forgive me

I stepped out of line
I played outside the boundaries
I had no right
I was angry
But that still gives me no right
It gives me no excuse

I love you
And I want to change
I will change

I was wrong to try to control you
Wrong to say some of what I said
Things can't be all my way
Because there are two
Two hearts, two minds, two ways of life

I know what I did can't be un-did
I can't take it back
I can't change the past

But what can I do
I love you so much
And I need you in my life
Maybe you don't need me
But I want you to want me
The same way that I want you

I want Valentines day
I want you as my Valentine
I want to hold you
I want you to hold me

Your touch
Your voice
Your heart
Your soul
All of you
All that you are able to give

Please show me
Please tell me what I can do
Don't let it go one like this
Please forgive me, and love me
You are the only man I love
The only man I want

I know I suck at relationships
But I am willing to learn
Will you teach me, help me
Will you love me
Love me like you did

All I can say is that I was wrong
I am sorry
I know that you have heard it all before
But will you forgive me
Please
Can we go back and erase yesterday