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By Dana Date: 2003 Mar 06 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.06.10.50.20952]] |
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i keep thinking if i put my head down when i pick it back up, all of my fears, thoughts, and anxieties will have gone away. i know that won't happen. i need to rid myself of this constant building tension that i feel. my anxiety level is so farfetched that i can't even understand how i'm still here. one of these days, the thought of it being a heart attack will no longer be just a thought. the pressure in my chest and back are becoming unbearable. now, i put my head down and the only thought in my head is the hope that all of my fears, thoughts, and anxieties will have disappeared by the time i pick it back up. i know that won't happen. |