By Liz
Date: 2003 Mar 06
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Lost Love



The ghosts of lost loves
plague my dreams
with a melancholy madness
of arms reaching out to hold me again
bodies and chests and heart beats
I had once memorized
leap back into pulsating rhythm
a clockwork emotion invoked by the scent
of liquor, pine or Polo
until I want to go back and drench myself
in the essence
of a man I loved once
and lost.

In the corners of my mind
echo the voices of men
who purred my name in passion
or barked it in anger,
men who laughed and loved me
then left and forgot me
taking a small piece of me with them
tucked in their heart,
or a back pocket.  
I keep them locked away
a treasure chest of possibilities
that went unfulfilled,
what ifs that plague me
men who matter no more,
but resurrect themselves
in the night
in my dreams.