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By Crystal Date: 2003 Mar 17 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.17.16.01.25394]] |
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For years, I have written words down on paper, thinking surely you will understand them easier, if you could stare and soak their meaning in. After all, Speaking them surely wasn't working the way I had hoped. So, I wiped tear after tear, and wrote word after word. Somehow, it all failed to reach you. I am going to try this one last time. Stop, take a deep breath,Let these "skribblings" as you would say, go from your eyes, that are used to see with, to your brain in which is used for concentration and understanding, and then to your heart that has been lonely. And may those emotions cause tears to form in your eyes, the way my words of love have never before done. I have begged and pleaded for your love, admiration, respect and friendship for far too long. After this I will be left empty, and you will have to decide which card to play, whether it is the king of hearts, or the dark cold spade. I am still so deeply in love with you, that I can not find happiness without thee. My laughter soon drifts to tears, when memories of past abduct my mind, flowing through the warmth of my veins into the depths of my heart, shattering all that is left, grasping my soul in it's hands, and forcefully wrenching it from my body, and I am left lifeless, with nothing but the remembrance of... the smell of your skin, the warmth of your touch the sound of your voice, the softness of your kiss, the excitement in your laughter, the knowledge of every scar on your body, and the value of your friendship. Which were left unjustly,and purposely, to torment me to my death...knowing, Those are the same things you have simply,either forgotten, or just failed to ever recognize. I Love you, as honest, and as much as any one human could possibly love another, and you snatched that away from me,leaving me oblivious, without one word of explanation. |