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By Dana Date: 2003 Mar 18 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.18.05.51.19700]] |
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I really thought the move would have brought us closer. I thought I'd have someone to talk to. Someone to confide in. It's been a year and I still feel as alone as ever. I feel terrible that you and I don't share the relationship that I longed for. I feel as though you shut me out. I thought I meant more. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe I should have tried harder. Than again, I was the one who had to sacrifice. For you. You got exactly what you wanted which, obviously didn't include me. I thought you would have tried harder. I thought you would have been more considerate and less selfish. I thought you and I would have clicked. You meant a lot to me and I thought I meant more to you. I imagined so much more than what you gave. I imagined I'd have you to cry with to vent on to laugh with to be with to understand. When in actuality, as the year progressed you became more distant. I thought we had a better relationship than that. I really thought the move would have brought us closer. I thought I'd have someone to talk to. Someone to confide in. It's been a year and I still feel as alone as ever. |