By Crystal
Submitted by Crystal
Date: 2003 Mar 20
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Lack of Understanding


I sit here,
   the anger boiling inside of me,
the tears streaming down my face.
I love you so much,
and I have fought myself to understand your actions,
to the point of weakening myself,
until I am on the verge of losing control of myself.
How can I understand,
when you won't explain,
and how can I forgive myself,
of coming so close to this feeling of bitter hatered,
which you know I have done everything to keep from having?