Well you just walked out the door
and it only took a minute before I began to cry
My heart's all a flutter 
and my stomach feels like it's tied in knots
I'm not sure why but I'm so afraid 
I guess because our lives may change over night;
tonight
I guess because I know there's the chance
this may mean I won't see you for a six-month period 
I guess because I know that when you walked out that door
it was my last chance 
to make any of my thoughts known to you
I haven't had a change of heart but I still suddenly got spooked
Maybe I was in denial and never realized because it did not hit me until 
you walked out the door
I knew this moment would come but I never imagined it would be so difficult
Maybe it's because we didn't really have a chance to talk about it this morning
There's been so much to do
We should have made time
I miss you all ready
I'm not sure why but I'm so afraid 
I just want to cry until you come back
and tell me what our future brings