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By RainbowChaser Date: 2003 Mar 27 Comment on this Work [[2003.03.27.11.44.16156]] |
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Preparing for battle that will surely result in victory but no one understands or even realizes the war i'm fighting the reasons why i would fight such a war the benefits of victory are outstanding fear is the only obstacle to overcome is my willpower strong enough to sustain this is the only solution to a problem that has haunted me forever the rules of war are simple food is the enemy exercise is the saving grace and i'm required to find that place deep inside myself i can't go too far i don't want to become a tragedy a lost cause i just want to experience victory victory comes with a smaller clothing size a smaller number on the scale visibility of bones and decreasing the amount of consumed calories my darling-will you see my sacrifice? it's the only way that i can deal with all my imperfections i will never deserve you nor will i measure up to your expectations this is all that i have to offer you i'll sweat, bleed, and starve to prove my devotion to you i'll endure all that must be endured until you commit to the promise of us i know its my imperfection that drives you away and i'm prepared to fix it all of it until you can no longer look upon me and feel disgust victory will be achieved if only i can get more will power if only i can exercise more and eat less then all my wishes and desires will be mine for the taking |