By willtobe1
Date: 2003 Mar 27
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Unrequitable, part 3

So sit forward, if you will
    and think me behind you
Imagine my hands, firm and warm, strange and new
Kneading and stroking and tracing your back
Gripping out to your shoulders
    down each side of your spine
Drop your head; arch your back
    just let go and unwind!
I can feel you relax as we gossip and laugh
We sing the Song of Ourselves
    as we talk this and that
Of books, movies, music
And loves past, and losses, and dreams
And "He said" and "She said"
And things we have seen
And quicker and thicker thoughts bloom,
    spring to mind
Then to tongue in attempting
    to spring out in time
Before talk that careens in and out of control
Quickly gets too far downstream for THAT
     to get told
And profusions of meaning at near-fission speeds
Spill and dance at edges of half-guessed-at needs
Somehow leaving unstated our most-purposed facts
As on purpose we trust us to time-inspired tact
And I think that its this I love most of romance:
This tacit refraining from plumbing full deepness
Is itself, in itself, a most sweet shared agreement

Now I nudge you and smile
Now you push me and grin
After some sly or clever
    conversational spin
Now we'll just sit together
Not saying a thing
(It's a mystical thing
when the silences sing!)

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Having talked now, and touched
We're a bit more familiar
The first building blocks laid
Of our time spent together
And if we seem to agree
    that things are sure to get better
Then it's time to move on!
    (do I dare? Yes, I do!)
Leaning forward I'll brush back
    your hair with my cheek
My mouth within sense but not touch of your ear
And I'll dream to you, softly
    with breath-holding care
Of one night, and how we might
    spend it together...

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At a lone seaside cabin
At dusk of an evening
Arriving all worn out
From talking and laughing, drinking and eating
And the dwindling day
Makes the glow from inside
Light the porch like the prow of a Mystery ship
Afloat on a high-rolling sea of dark waves
As if poised to sail off to some starry domain
And yet... drifting,
    a little uncertain, a little off course
Since we who are guiding this cruise of the night
Find ourselves all at once rather timid and shy
In the uncharted waters
    of just you and I ...        

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So we'd better part ways for a while, half an hour
I'll draw you a bath then I'll go to my shower
And we'll let all that's happened so far
    just soak in
While we ourselves soak, and soften away
All our tensions and fears
With the dust of the day...

    ...I'm alone now
    In the hot pelting water and billowing steam
    But a vision is rising, a gauzy white dream
    Of you in the bath piled high with soft foam
    Your hair, neck and shoulders
        and one arching knee
    And a candlelit wineglass are all I can see
    Then you rising slowly
    Hidden curves all unfolding
    While I'm pouring water, warm, fresh and clean
    Rinsing away scraps of suds that still cling
    Cascading in sheets down your soft-muscled back
    Rushing downward and outward and inward and then
    Falling off from between as a crystaline curtain
    No no! Don't turn around!
       let the urgency linger-
    Even in dreams some must be saved for later!

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Back out on the porch in the balmy salt air
With a pregnant wind stirring  
    your still damp edged hair
We stand at the rail looking somewhere out there
Over white-capping seas lit by million-star skies
And the pearl-silver glow of a moon
     soon to rise
All reflecting in brightly anticipant eyes
That I suddenly find are turned upward to mine
And dancing,
As if to the tune of a barely heard chime:
    "Now's the time
         now's the time
             now's the time
                 now's the time..."