By lilla
Date: 2003 Apr 05
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What's with Friday nights


Rituals.
A burning pink candle on my most adored butterfly
My favorite wine glass and Chardonnay
A few sticks of Capri
John Mayer, Drops of Jupiter, Serendipity
I'm sorry, I think, and say stupid things
God, how it hurts so bad it makes me want to cry.

SMS unsent, unanswered
Nagging thoughts of you
Reflection of your likeness
Drowning in my filthy mind
Forgive me God
I crave for more.

The sound of your name
The vision of your smile
Your stare is killing me
Making my blood rush
God, please if he could just let me hold his hand.

Of what used to be
Of what could have been
One that never was
Ob, baby I miss you much.

Its worst on Fridays.   At night when it rains.