By Dana
Date: 2003 Apr 09
Comment on this Work
[[2003.04.09.20.25.26972]]

utter heartache

i don't know how
you talked me into this
but i am completely miserable
and loathing
the lives we lead here
missing out
on all that we could have
should have
back home
i feel like time has stopped
waiting for us
to realize what we've
taken for granted
for so long
missing every moment
with true and utter heartache
needing so badly
an addiction
to the past
that i want
to be my future
our future
with our family
i don't know how
you talked me into this
but i need
so desperately
to talk you
out of it