By Dana Date: 2003 Apr 12 Comment on this Work [[2003.04.12.11.29.23297]] |
I fear the times when my insecurities take over I wonder if the time will come when you no longer want me I know what you think of me I know how much you love me but, can I ever really KNOW I'm afraid of my insecurities I'm afraid of not being perfect in your eyes I ponder a time when you look at me and realize I'm no longer what you want, what you need I'm sometimes overpowered by my insecurities Even though I know how much I mean to you, I wonder if you'll find someone greater I know you realize no one can replace what we share I will still forever be afraid of losing you I don't want you to look at someone else and even for an instant wonder what it would be like to be with her I don't want you to look at someone else and think how completely gorgeous she is and that I don't look as good to you I don't usually let my insecurities get the best of me I generally have great self-esteem but, I'm terrified of my insecurities and I'm terrified of not being the one you want forever |