Why can't things just work out for us?
Why must we need to try so hard to get started?
Why aren't the desire, determination and motivation enough?
I feel so lost, so alone, so distant
every day is more depressing than the day before
I wish this cycle of hopelessness would just end
there's always something
always something to ruin my day, ruin my mood
just something more to add to the pile of misery stored in my mind
added tears to cry 
I wish this cycle would end and we could find complete happiness at last 
I pray for a completely fulfilling happiness to return to me 



d. selfridge 
04/14/2003