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By Kindred_Spirit49 Date: 2003 May 06 Comment on this Work [[2003.05.06.16.52.21227]] |
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in the dark.. as morning approached your words burned deep into my heart and stole the breath from my lips but above all else .........I still needed you I wanted the tenderness of your arms to hold me close and protect me from the madness of those words that you spoke to me..... just now ......words that now consume and dull my mind. "you are not my hearts desire" ....the meaning lies heavy on my soul and invades my sleepless nights tormenting all that I hold dear again I cringe as your words continue to flow endlessly.....uncomprehendingly......ceaselessly thru my brain my thoughts grow heavy and flushed as the sharp edge of these words cut to the very core of my heart and I bleed from my soul ......my spirit disappointment raged within me as you said that you and I .........could never be not now..... not ever.....nor forever you quoted a thousand reasons of discontent but you never said..... that you didn't love me. just....... that we could never be. I wept and revealed to you the frail remnants of my only dream the fears of my insecurity turned against me I felt ugly to your eyes but you did not waver, then you said "i'm sorry" .........and it crushed my spirit as you slowly slipped from the grasp of my love you looked back to touch my soul .............one last time........ and with heavy heart I watched you turn to leave I could not even say goodbye. I could only watch you walk out of my life |