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By Kindred_Spirit49 Date: 2003 May 18 Comment on this Work [[2003.05.18.17.34.10857]] |
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to the whispered hints falling from the thoughts that I dared not think... as you did not read the poetic lines of discontent just as I did not comprehend the disillusion, slowly seeping into me from the needs that could not be fulfilled because there was never enough of you left over to share with me as I needed to have you shared my needs were an empty cup filled with a dissatisfaction that I dared not speak of... nor could I reach for the comfort needed to sooth my fears when I reached the end of my day or awaked alone in the dark as the terrors of my mind dragged me from my sleep I needed the reassurance ........of someone to hold close and tight to soothe the ache in my soul I needed more....... as I watched us slowly unravel and slip apart into these envisioned cracks of my discontent I could not find the answers that I was seeking frustration drew me to the limit I saw the flaw in my dream and knew it was time to go I took my complaints ... my insecurities and damaged ego wrapped myself in the cloak of the darkness of their failure and hid behind this imaginary wall.... of invulnerability where I could not be touched or rebuked ....and I was still alone so don't tell me I was wrong to protest for loneliness was the weight of the dreams that I was so desperate to shed so I stood on this hallowed ground in the middle of this wounded soul seeking redemption for a fools quest and I knew as I spoke my final words ...it was time to go..... |