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By kindred_spirit49 Date: 2003 Jun 02 Comment on this Work [[2003.06.02.16.41.1476]] |
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this moment I have feared.. that you would leave me.. was seen lurking in the night outside the door to my mind and from the advantage of its towering perch out there... somewhere in the dark... within the crevices of my thoughts it pounces upon me as a cat to it's prey and devours me I am defenseless against it's ruthless image as these feelings of inadequacy take on new meaning attempting to suffocate me with my own vision of insecurity spread thick....... in the presence of another I stand in the shadows and observe this ritualistic dance of man and woman adversaries in a struggle of resolve and with the fragilities of my being I may not participate.. only to hope for the fall of this gallant gladiator to the sword of justice and for one last time... .... I draw my courage and strength to ask you not to go |