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By Dana Date: 2003 Jun 25 Comment on this Work [[2003.06.25.18.53.30632]] |
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Why is it that the times I want and need you most to be with me are the times when you absolutely cannot? I don't want these moments specifically, because I can't have them. The chips just land that way, but, that doesn't make it any more bearable. It doesn't sooth my aching heart anymore. We don't have many minutes alone together and, therefore, need to remember them as they come upon us, but, I long for you to hold me as you always will, as you always have. I long for you to embrace me with your arms outstretched, and kiss me as you always do with your soft, tender lips. The vivid memories of your taste isn't enough to satisfy my hunger for your lips to mine, for your masculine arms wrapped around me, for your body entwined with mine. The vivid memories that I can taste and feel as though you were with me at this very moment are just not good enough for the longing I feel for you. I cannot find what I need from you in a romance novel. That will not satisfy my craving. You are more romantic than any romance novel I could read. Our love is not written across pages, but, is written in our hearts, in our minds, in the way we make each other feel everyday of our lives, in the way you make all my fears temporarily nonexistent when you caress me within your grasp. My soul is not complete when I am longing to be with you. I'm deeply looking forward to time alone with you again so that my soul may rest until the next time I long for you when I cannot have. |