By wolfscreamer
Date: 2003 Sep 05
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Double standards

For some reason tonight I recalled a moment I am not particularly proud of,a moment that probably occurs often in relationships of us more mature people but we never hear.Those that have read my sometimes reflective account of the past will be aware that I have loved and lost.While trying to overcome or fill the void left I must admit I spent lots of time as a barfly and occasionally wandered home with ladies who were possibly,equally,maybe moreso as lonely as I.One lady,Angie,I saw quite a lot and we had some nice times.One night as we were walking home she looped her arm in mine and said quite simply,I told my daughter tonite I think I,ve found someone.At that point in time I felt like all the scumbags I,ve ever slagged off over the years,all the wifebeaters,all the two timing bastards.I was still in love with someone who would never come back in to my life and I knew that.I took the cowards way out,we never met after that night.We write here mostly about loves that have broken our hearts,we should remember those hearts that we have broken.None of us are perfect.