By RainbowChaser
Date: 2003 Sep 19
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[[2003.09.19.15.21.26626]]

Can i?

What would you say if i asked to really move in
to skip all the premature steps
and just go with it
let me help you with money and work

we're practically doing it already
why not just go with it
make it a financial contribution
and save us both money

can i
without freaking you out
open my fears and worries up to you
and not seem petty, immature, or stupid

can i
air out my mind
and take a break from my worried mind
and without extensive trips to the toilet which seem to be filling my calendar these days

can i
start over from the 5 months that i had built up
and with one sweep of my finger down my throat
has began a 3 day binge that doesn't seem to be ending any time soon

maybe i am not ready to get better
but would i lose you if i confessed
can i tell you all about my life
and not have you judge me, or want to leave me

can i trust you with my heart
and trust you for eternity
i trust you with all that i have
and i hope that you're wondering if you can have me, of course you can for as long as you want