By Ali
Date: 2003 Sep 30
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Smoke within Water

Good intent is circumvent,
By the loss, the Fall--
A sometime loss of innocence
That took away my heart; but
Common sense and recompense
Are hardly called for here,
And you may (and will) batter my heart
As you see fit to--three person'd god
Or devil, as you are.  There is a very thin skin
Beneath this fire in my eyes, this bravado
In my stance, this pride on my tongue--
Once upon a time, I would've felt this, simple,
Without any shame or sigh, but look
And how you've raped the silence.
I wonder, what would move you now?

I cannot be here and not be honest,
But I am otherwise undone, choosing
Hope to be my unlit guardian, as if I knew no better
Than try and hold a thing like smoke within water--
But I have not learned these lessons well,
Too concerned am I to break this stance, this spell,
So I hold my ground in this tragedy, and follow through
Regardless of this painful fear--this sinking in my skin,
This beating in my heart, this screaming in my soul,
The repetition of an echo--
There's nothing left for you here.