By Jon
Date: 2004 Feb 20
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[[2004.02.20.05.03.834]]

I didnt know


I think I know who she wants me to be, I just don't want to admit to myself that she hopes I was him instead of me.  If I could and had the power to I would let her leave me for that person; as long as she was happy I would be too.

I never thought in a million years I would ever mean that, let alone feel that way about someone.  If her own happiness meant me being sad and alone I would still give it to her (if I could) even if it meant that I would lose her in the process.  I just want her to be happy even if it's not with me.

I didn't know I could love someone that much...