By AJ
Date: 2004 Mar 09
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Empty Hole

The feeling never dies
An emptiness left inside,
As though something is missing
Or something you left behind.
You try to not think about it,
But those memories cascade;
Washed away in the current
You hope the past will fade.
The pain always comes back
And never leaves the mind,
Like it has been etched
In your brain for all time.
Like a tattoo or a birthmark,
Like defects or scars,
The memory is permanent
Just as the moon and stars
You cannot see the moon
Every hour of every day,
Yet it never leaves you
Only temporarily fading away.
As a shirt is never clean
Of a dirty bloodstain;
There is no medicine
For this acute pain.
Instead you lay in bed
And hope to forget
All the good times
While sulking in regret.
You became a lover
And a faithful friend,
You pay for your mistake
Now and till your end.