By Tanqueray Cowboy
Date: 2004 Jun 15
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I'd Be There

will you ever understand that i couldn't ask until now?

and now it's too late

too late to ask you here

to extend the invitation you've always had

to make this backward town bearable

to bring me your body to warm my bed and your laughter to warm my heart

to be again the friend you always were
(twenty years flown so quickly)

and the lover you should have been
(I can't help but wonder what we'd still discover)

but

as i said, it's too late

too late to say i'll meet the train

whenever you say

no

we're too rational
too logical
both of us so cautious and calculating

will you ever believe that the time just wasn't right?

not for me
not for you

it's different now, of course,

but it's much too late

you've taken a lover

(to whom I owe nothing)
(not one thought)
(not one courtesy)

oh no

you

who are so cautious

would so easily
find this man to replace me?

when you were so close

to what you thought you needed

were you just that wrong?

about
me

about
us

about yourself?

no matter

i'll meet
the train -- any train

that brings you

to me

any time
any place

it'll be a long drive home
(the trains don't stop here anymore)
and it'll be late

but maybe the moon will be full

here on the southern plains

and the summer road
will stretch before us

pale
and
awesome
lonely
and quiet
as we drive

you and
i
together

but, of course, it's

far, far
too
late

to ask you this

but i would still be there

be
there
to meet your train