By Influence
Date: 2004 Jul 01
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[[2004.07.01.21.14.3669]]

Confused

The truth of my heart remains a mystery, yet to be revealed for I'm confused by my own words, trying to figure out why I am, why I say...

Alone in my thoughts I ponder how love can be for a person so far away, near me I love and should not and yet I am a prisoner to this love,

but he comes to rescue me and set me free.... and I am still wondering how could this be.

Love is not elusive, but it seems to be far fetched in the distance...I reach to grasp it, but it disappears...

Confused in a state of uncertainty I'm left to untangle the cobweb that fill my closet to allow room for another

A lover I don't know, but an angel sent from above to captivate me with promises and kind words,
love to come that could never be undone...

God is this you speaking to me,
Please show yourself for me to believe that this is all real.
I pray to you to give me the revelation so that I may know that His love is true and I can walk towards hope...towards you and still remain in love with the lover of my heart, body and soul that I could never let go!

I'm confused to love another...