By Isabella Svenska
Submitted by Isabella Svenska
Date: 2004 Jul 19
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Leave

Stop haunting me.  Your behavior.  Your apathy. Your sadistic and unkind ways.  Stop abusing me.  Just disappear.  Please.  Keep your new life and leave mine.  I'm sure your visits are just your mind's projection of regret.  I could care less about retrobution now.  I've moved on.  Deal with your guilt another way.  We've moved on.  We went to the park today.  Without you.  We had fun.  You have your new life and we have ours.  She doesn't expect you to come home anymore.  Either do I.  She only waits for me to come home now.  I know when she leans her cold, wet nose into my hand for affection - she's long forgotten you.  So have I.  Leave my memory.  Leave my thoughts, please.  Leave my dreams - dreams that are constantly reminding me of the prick you had become.  Just leave.  We're not interested.  Deal with your pain alone.  Like we did.