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By Influence Date: 2004 Aug 20 Comment on this Work [[2004.08.20.18.40.21643]] |
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I had a lover...I loved completely...I still do! It hurts, 'cause I see another who has captured my lover's heart...a friend, but yet does not know me. Does not know I loved thy lover before and I still do! If it were you, how would you feel if the tables were turned and you were in my place? Looking on from the outside, watching your lover's face, eyes lit and in the arms of another. How come you don't understand why my heart bleeds for you, Why I cry for you...why I miss you so and why I can't stand to see you with your new found love, maybe your true love! So it must be...but why??? I beg for an answer, why... I try to move on and look towards a brighter future without you. I try to let go...I try to forget you, but I fall short each time for the inevitable fact that I love you and will always do! My heart stops whenever I see you and every time I wished it was me and that you were mine forever, that it could be, that you loved me... In my heart I believe in your love, but your love is not the same. You don't want to be with me and at the same time I think you do. What is holding you back? Why couldn't I be free to love you? Why? Why? Why? I have to give up my heart...my soul roams in expectancy that one day we can be, if we could... If we could would you want to be with me...You apart of me and I apart of you? This is my revelation, my love... You are the air I breathe, the blood running through my veins...my heartbeat...you are everything to me...I wish in my heart that we could be complete...just to be free to love you...openly, boldly... I don't envy your relationship...I pray for it's success...though I feel that I have lost you, you won, because of love...you were loved, you are loved and you are in love with thy lover... This my confession, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help me GOD! I still Love YOU! |